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Joined: May 2008 Gender: Female  Posts: 12 Karma: 1 |  | Runaway « Thread Started on May 7, 2008, 5:49pm » | |
Face down; this is where it leads you - too far. Buried covered now, you'll find peace - in the earths aground. Stop now, there's no point in breathing - it's not allowed. On the surface, how can you find - reason to move on?
My heart was beating so quickly as I fell into the field, panting. I couldn't really help myself. I haven't been this afraid in ages!
I saw him for that split second and it seemed as if everything stopped. It felt like an eternity before I made the necessary connections and was able to move.
After that, everything was a blur. I don’t even remember if I phased or not. I must have though. I could see my paws as I lay in the grass, trying to catch my breath.
Until then you can runaway. Do your best to hide your face. And oh I know you best; I know you get what you get - you get what you deserve.
Some people shit or piss themselves when they’re scared. What do I do? I turn into an animal. Just what I need.
In a place where humans and animals are sworn enemies, I’m both. I’m a human who could turn into an animal… or an animal who could turn into a human. I guess I could be considered luckier than an anthro. I mean, I could live without being outcast… but I don’t think so. It’s a hell of a lot harder trying to live in secret; at least, I think so.
Hush now, don't say a word - its out in the open, tell me how can you deal with all this weight? Speak now, you must have a secret Kept Down, down where you can keep it - I need you to spill your guts.
But that’s my secret. I live a double life. I can’t stay in one place for too long or else I risk exposing my secret…
Shit… I wonder how many people saw me phase?! I won’t be able to go back there for ages! I’ll have to find a different place to live, a different place to hide.
But it shouldn’t be like this.
Until then you can runaway, Do your best to hide your face. And oh I know you best. I know you get what you get - until then you can runaway. Do your best to hide your face. And oh I know you best. I know you get what you get you - get what you deserve.
Speak now you must have a secret kept down, Down where you can keep it - I need you to spill your guts.
My life shouldn’t be like this. My father – to put it simply – is a dick. He kicked me out onto the streets about five or six years ago. I really don’t remember how long ago it was. I have more important things to worry about than measuring the lapses of time. My key issue is survival… though I do always wonder why my father hates me so much. My gut tells me that I’m not his child. I mean, I don’t have the same color eyes as anyone else in my family… and as far as I know, no one else can shapeshift. So my theory is that my mom had an affair… with an animal… which doesn’t make sense… so maybe an anthro?
Whatever the reasoning is, I can’t live safely at home anymore.
Until then you can runaway, Do your best to hide your face. And oh I know you best. I know you get what you get - until then you can runaway. Do your best to hide your face. And oh I know you best, I know you get , now you get what you, You get what you get, you get what you, You get what you get, and oh you get what you deserve.
So I lay in the grass for a bit longer, my breathing finally slowing. The nature of this valley was very… peaceful. There really weren’t many other places that went untouched by either human or animal influence. I guess this was one of my refuges. After all, it wasn’t my first visit here.
Slowly, I sat up as a clouded leopard and surveyed the area. I didn’t smell or see anyone so I assumed that it must be safe for me to become human again. I closed my eyes and phased back into a human. When I opened my eyes, I was sitting Indian-style. My ochre brown hair was a bit wild around my head but it wasn’t like I was trying to impress anyone.
I stood and dusted off the dirt on my blue jeans and green t-shirt as I looked around me once more.
Still no one.
I didn’t mind though. I was used to being alone. Limited social interaction was probably best for me. After all, I didn’t need to runaway again…
But then again…
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Joined: Feb 2008 Gender: Female  Posts: 88 Karma: 7 |  | Re: Runaway « Reply #1 on May 7, 2008, 6:28pm » | |
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Terrible danger. I hated those words more than anything else. I hated living a life that entailed never being allowed out in the open; that when I did go somewhere, I had to wear clothes that hid my face, my tail, my entire body. I hated the judgments that crossed through peoples’ minds when they did see me. I could read the looks in their stony eyes. She’s a thief; she’s worthless. Of course, I hated it too that they weren’t lying. I was a thief. I was worthless. I hated that they were right… I hated it that I knew they were. I hate this place, this world, this loneliness I have to live through. The lack of a family… the lack of friends… the lack of a life worth living. But what is all this talk of hate? Why am I so focused on the bad things in life? It could be that nothing seems to be going my way at the moment. I’m a creature meant to be all alone in this world. A freak of nature, an impoverished fool without a future. I’m too many things and nothing all at once. The loss of identity was really getting to me.
You see… from the time I was very young up until now, I haven’t had a family, a home, an education, or a solid supply of everything that an individual needs to live. I learned to steal from a very young age to get my food and clothing. I learned which materials could make longer lasting shelters. I discovered which alleys were safe, and which were not. Emmer… it was a place I rarely dared step into, although the scrutinizing glares of Kosiri was edging ever closer to me, and one of these days, I knew I would hauled off to jail for merely existing. I wish I had somewhere to go, but at the moment it seemed like that was never going to happen. Excuse my over-emotional side and my pessimism. I really try to be happy… it just isn’t working at the moment.
I decided to take a walk in the valley: the one place in all of Adun Torridos that was still free of all the havoc being thrown about. Almost nobody came here – I assumed that was why there were never any problems. The weather was exceptional. A light breeze tossed about in the elms, oaks, dogwoods, ashes, and all the other trees that lived here. Creatures of every kind dashed away as I walked, my footsteps nearly silent, my glacier eyes still completely wary of my surroundings. I knew I wasn’t safe alone, but who would have come with me? That raccoon character I had met at the mall would never had said yes… nor would I ever had had the guts to ask him. It seemed completely empty though, so eventually my shoulders grew lax and I strolled along without a care in the world.
It wasn’t until I almost broke through an opening in the forest that another sound reached my ears. I stopped suddenly, alert and frightened, and listened cautiously. Somebody was not far ahead. I blinked, and a moment later, a flood of emotions erupted into my mind. Anger, fear, paranoia, loneliness. Similar emotions to myself burst through me with a much larger magnitude, and then was gone a second later. My heart was hammering in my chest from the sensation that I was being watched –the sensation she must have been feeling, because I knew I wasn’t– and I was short of breath, like I had no control. I threw my hood over my head to block the features of my face and stepped quietly closer again, curiosity getting the better of me, but I refused to expose my identity. If whoever this was was human, I was in danger.
I peered around a tree and saw someone just a little older than I was standing in the clearing. She looked disheveled and frightened. I had no doubt that the emotions I just felt were hers. She looked around her and I shrunk away again. Should I say anything? I was scared, yes. I was not a social butterfly either by all means, and talking to strangers was never on my list of things to do. But, I couldn’t help and think that if I kept hiding here, she’d eventually know I was here and would get even more scared, or even attack me. She was a human… she couldn’t be trusted. I knew that if she saw me watching her I’d be in trouble, but I’d be in far more trouble if I stayed put. So slowly, I stepped out into the opening, keeping my large hood over my face, my hands shoved in the front pocket to hide my furry hands, and hid my tail behind my back to the best of my ability. I shyly glanced at her.
“Are you alright?” my voice was soft, frightened. I stepped back and kept my eyes to the ground, my body trembling slightly. I was terrible at addressing anyone, especially humans. I knew what my consequences could possibly be, and my mind had no problem coming up with an assortment of very creative things I may have to endure for this.
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Joined: May 2008 Gender: Female  Posts: 12 Karma: 1 |  | Runaway « Reply #2 on May 9, 2008, 12:28pm » | |
I was just calmly sitting in the clearing, regaining my composure. I think I was deciding to go to my little secret refuge but I was interrupted shortly after coming to that decision. I heard the rustling in the bushes before I could have run. Immediately my heart started pounding. I definitely thought that someone must have seen me. Someone saw me shift and now they were coming to get me and I was going to die! Die! I was too young to die! There was stuff that I wanted to do with my life! I didn’t know what it was but there was still stuff!
Before I knew it, I heard a voice. On top of just hearing it, that voice was acknowledging me! I was certain that I was going to die.
And yet, at the same time, my mind was running through a bunch of escape plans. The voice obviously came from a girl… a younger girl at that. Chances were that I might be able to handle her. Maybe… just maybe. Or since she has already seen my power, I could just transform again and attack her. Then I’d run away… But then…
What if I killed her? If I killed her then surely her family would come looking for her… or maybe they had sent her! Then they’d actually have more of a reason to kill me! Not just because I was a shapeshifting freak but because I was a murdering shapeshifting freak!! That would be terrible!!!
The last possible thing to cross my mind was that maybe… just maybe… she didn’t see me change and she was actually nice. But how in the world would that even be possible? I don’t think that anyone other than me would be able to feel any sort of compassion. I’ve never met anyone else who could. All I’ve seen is hate and betrayal. How could I know that another being was capable of kindness?
I turned to look at the newcomer with an odd sense of fear and curiosity combined. She looked normal enough… dressed normally and everything. But there was something off about her. She wore a hood that covered her face and she had a weird posture – as if she was trying to hide something behind her back.
The wind must have shifted sometime while I was observing her because suddenly I could smell something a bit strange. It wasn’t an overly potent scent, but my nose is a bit more sensitive than a regular human’s because of my power. So this smell… it smelled almost… animal. But then again, I could be wrong. I wasn’t in my clouded leopard form so I couldn’t know for sure.
My expression changed from one of fear and curiosity to one of caution and curiosity. My gut was telling me that she wasn’t entirely human, but maybe I was wrong… if she wasn’t human though… was she an anthro? I was so confounded when I replied to her that she must have heard the confusion in my voice.
“Yes, I’m fine. I went for a run and just got a bit disgruntled,” I told her probably in the same tone that she used to talk to me. I was still trying to put the pieces of the puzzle together so I just automatically said, “And how about yourself?”
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Joined: Feb 2008 Gender: Female  Posts: 88 Karma: 7 |  | Re: Runaway « Reply #3 on May 10, 2008, 10:08am » | |
Hesitation of two uncomfortable souls: it was noticeably in the air. It was like one of those old western films. Nobody dared to move, but it seemed like that was all both of us wanted to do. I could feel her desire to flee, and it only magnified my own need to get out of there. I was helplessly curious, though. What frightened me was the sudden switch of fear to anger, to violence in her mind. I became rigid, waiting for whatever was to come, but the anger left her mind and went back to cautious curiosity. My powers vanished not too long after that point. I didn’t have the power to read emotions long, but I didn’t necessarily have to concentrate on it. The way she was postured… and the way she kept looking at me made it completely obvious. I needed to be careful, but I shouldn’t judge ahead of time. Something about her (even though she could easily kill me) didn’t seem like it wanted me dead. It was almost like she thought I would want her dead instead.
I couldn’t understand that concept. How would an anthro like me, even though I was hiding my appearance to the best of my abilities, want a human dead? The human race has entirely destroyed my world, yes. I cannot walk outdoors and expect smiles and kind greetings. I cannot have a home or a life, because the government of Kosiri has banned it. I could understand why she thought I would be malignant towards her, but why was she not towards me? Why were we both afraid of each other? She was the human, not I. She was acting very peculiarly, and it was almost scaring me. I’ve never met a human that looked at me with fear or curiosity. I only ever met the gazes of scorn and disgust.
She spoke, but I instantly knew she was lying. A spark of suspicion came to my eyes, but she was afraid… so it didn’t last long. She must have been doing something unacceptable in the human world, I suppose. Did she think I was human? My disguise was working! I kept my eyes to the ground and granted her a lowly response. “I’m fine.” I glanced up at her, awkwardly waiting for something. What, I wasn’t sure. Would we exchange names? Probably not. Neither of us had any trust for the other. Did she want me to leave? It seemed likely. I didn’t want to show her who I was. I didn’t want to face those consequences. So instead, I dropped my gaze again. “I can leave if you want… I didn’t mean to intrude on your… running.”
I wasn’t sure if I should just leave, so I starting backing up instead. Very slowly… waiting for her permission or denial of my leaving. The only thing was, in order to leave, I’d have to see where I was going, and this hood was obscuring my view terribly. So when I thought I was far enough away for her to not see me clearly, I slowly pulled back my hood and made a dash for the edge of the woods, where I stopped again and faced her. If anything I was like a slave: waiting for the permission of a mere, frightened girl to take my leave. I was terrified to do otherwise.
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Joined: May 2008 Gender: Female  Posts: 12 Karma: 1 |  | Runaway « Reply #4 on May 10, 2008, 5:07pm » | |
I stayed still, watching her every movement. I was still very curious about her but I didn’t know what I should do in a situation like this. I came to realize that she was just as afraid of me as I was of her. That really intrigued me. I couldn’t understand why she would be afraid of me. Sure I could probably win a fight… maybe… but was she on the run or something too? If she was, then maybe that means that she could – no. No, I couldn’t think like that. I would put myself at risk… that would be too dangerous.
The girl’s body language intrigued me. It was as if she thought so lowly of herself – as if she had virtually no self-esteem. Her voice when she answered even sounded that way – almost as if she didn’t want to draw anymore attention to herself.
It was at this point in time that I realized I didn’t have to be afraid of this girl. It was an odd sensation to say the least. I haven’t had the feeling that I was actually somewhat secure in years. Now I meet this girl who is apparently just as afraid of me as I am of her and I don’t feel threatened. It was completely bizarre.
What she did next took me by surprise as well. She offered to leave and started to slink away. I was too startled to say anything immediately. I didn’t want her to leave quite yet. Her presence was strange, but I was still immensely curious. It was almost addicting; because I didn’t feel threatened, I wanted her to stay for a little longer. Maybe I did need a little more social interaction. It’s been a long time since I’d last spoken to someone.
Then she started to run! I jumped up partially out of surprise and partly because I wanted to stop her. I was about to run after her until I stopped. It could just be a trap… maybe she was trying to lure me away from the clearing… but that didn’t feel right. I couldn’t make myself believe that this girl would do that. She seemed too… too innocent.
I watched as she neared the forest’s edge, wishing that I had the guts to stop her. Almost as if she could hear my mind, she did stop… but it seemed somewhat unwillingly so… as if she were waiting for my move before she left.
At that moment, the wind shifted again and I got a whiff of that strange smell again. For the first time in this whole little scenario, I realized that her hood was off. Though I couldn’t see her very clearly, I finally got the confirmation that I needed. She was an anthro. I could tell by the shape of her face, the fur on her skin, and the smell in the air. It explained everything.
This revelation gave me enough courage to speak once more. “You don’t have to go yet,” I said in an almost unsure sounding voice. I paused for a moment before I began to walk a few more steps forward. Once again, I stopped and spoke. “I’m not going to hurt you,” I said, my sincerity clearly sounding in my voice.
My desire for social interaction had won out. I wasn’t quite afraid of her anymore because I knew that we both had something in common: we were both outcasts from the world that we once knew.
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Joined: Feb 2008 Gender: Female  Posts: 88 Karma: 7 |  | Re: Runaway « Reply #5 on May 14, 2008, 6:02pm » | |
Running: it was what I learned to do best in my life. From the time I was very young up until now, I’ve been capable of fleeing almost any danger. That is why I am still alive today, really. I could sense the thoughts and emotions of others without them knowing it, so it was hard for someone to ambush me. If I felt rage or coldness, my legs were quick to spring me out of the situation without further notice. Could you blame me for wanting to run now? Neither of us knew the other meant no harm. She was human, and humans meant bad news. I never knew otherwise for as long as I’ve been here. They were quick to judge and prejudice beyond all belief, even against each other. Imagine what I had to go through being like this every second of my life. Every day, I was spat at. Every day, sheets of water were hurled onto me when I fell asleep on the sidewalk as someone would veer their car into a puddle to splash me. I’ve learned to accept their malignance, but everywhere I turned, I found it absolute. No human has ever been kind.
I thought I would be smart if I left now. I bowed my head a little bit and gave myself permission to scurry away from her and remain out of trouble. I wanted to keep my identity hidden to the best of my abilities, which meant staying backwards so she wouldn’t see my tail. Unfortunately, it blocked my view and I had to take my hood off for that, but I made a run for it. But… why wasn’t she following me? At the edge of the forest, I turned around and glanced back at her curiously. I tried to focus in on her thoughts and only received more curiosity. Neither of us were thinking about hurting the other, so for the moment I forgot my fears and blinked, tilting my head slightly, not quite sure what to do with myself. How did she not want to hurt me? She must still think I was human.
She must have realized what I was though. The revelation was obvious in her expression, her essence. I stiffened, ready to make another break for it, but her words took me completely by surprise. I didn’t have to go? She sounded and felt completely reassuring, truthful, and afraid. It seemed to me like she didn’t understand my species. She didn’t quite know that we were completely human in mind, and that her cautious step forward made me take a cautious step back. Her next words reached me on the breeze, barely audible, but I raised a brow at her. Not going to hurt me… right. She must be extremely skilled at holding back her emotions or something, because I’m 100% sure that no human would ever say that to me. They all wanted me dead. It didn’t feel like a lie, though.
I took a step towards her, edging slowly closer until I could see the details of her clearly. She was a girl not much older than I, but her eyes were worn down from pain. Such a similar pain to what I had. “Who are you…” I said with the calmest voice I could muster, “And why are you really here? I didn’t hear anyone running.” I couldn’t help but be suspicious. I ran a hand uncomfortably through my sooty blue hair, my eyes falling back to the ground. It was rather awkward talking to a human like this... without any insults.
I just couldn’t get over it.
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Joined: May 2008 Gender: Female  Posts: 12 Karma: 1 |  | Re: Runaway « Reply #6 on May 15, 2008, 6:45pm » | |
I’m not gonna lie; it was a strange encounter. It was almost as if you could cut the tension with a knife. And yet, at the same time, it wasn’t that bad… for me at least. I wasn’t as afraid of the anthro girl as I should have been and now it seemed like her curiosity about me was winning over too.
As she approached, I soaked in every detail of her. It was strange; I’ve never really ran into an anthro like this before. I mean, I’ve seen them in Emmer before. I even saw one once in Kosiri… but he was being arrested. It was a strange sight. Two elves were beating up with poor tiger anthro! I thought that he would have fought back but it didn’t seem like he had any fight left in him. I think I probably would have stayed a bit longer to watch, but seeing the scene made me feel uncomfortable… that could happen to me if they ever found out my secret… and I definitely didn’t need that to happen. My life was difficult enough without being arrested or chased by the popo.
So I was immensely curious about her. From the looks of her, she was a wolf… or some other canine… but I was leaning toward wolf. Her tail looked like it, being all bushy and such. Her hair was blue-ish color but her fur was grey. It was a strange sight and yet I couldn’t look away. In a sense, she was very pretty. Obviously not in the human way… but in some other way. Maybe it was because I respected animals more than the typical human. I could see how beautiful and… and majestic some could look. This anthro had something like that about her too. Before I knew what I was doing, I found myself speaking my thoughts aloud. “You’re… pretty…” I said quietly, still pondering about that. I couldn’t tell her what made her pretty but she was.
I was snapped out of my thoughts when her questions finally registered with me. I wasn’t sure how I should answer them. Should I answer them truthfully and risk exposing myself to her? I couldn’t think of how telling my secret would be a good thing. It could never be a good thing. At the same time, I was tempted to tell her. I thought she could possibly understand. We were in a similar boat – or at least that is what I thought.
How different could we be?
Well, for one thing, she couldn’t hide amongst either of the species, I pointed out to myself. Then I also realized that maybe there was some way for them to earn more freedom if they ratted out someone else! That would be terrible! I couldn’t make myself tell her that I was a shapeshifter then… at least not yet. If I found out that I could trust her, I would tell her the whole truth but for now, the partial truth would be okay, right?
“I’m Jaklynn,” I said a bit timidly, unsure if I was doing the right thing. “And I was actually running… not for enjoyment though. I saw someone that I knew… and… he scares me a bit…” There. That was the truth minus my power. It worked. She couldn’t accuse me of lying… Actually, she probably could, but I knew that I was telling the truth at least. “Why are you here? I questioned her back. I was mildly curious but I guess I – being the human – was the stranger sight to see in the valley.
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Joined: Feb 2008 Gender: Female  Posts: 88 Karma: 7 |  | Re: Runaway « Reply #7 on May 19, 2008, 8:24pm » | |
I suppose it would be rather strange to see an anthro if you happen to be a human. It’s always a novelty to them, seeing something so like them and so different all at once. I suppose that’s why they learned to despise us. To us, a human was an everyday occurrence. They were just like us, just… bald, and had squashed faces and no tales. She was looking me over, very carefully, and I grew extremely self conscious. In the anthro world, I was nothing spectacular. My coat was a rather dull shade of gray and didn’t grow too long except for on my tail. My ears hung down, not very wolf-like, more like a domestic dog, rather. My nose was long and slender, my eyes a deep glacier blue in color. My hair was a strange, sooty gray and blue hue, my bangs hanging messily and unkempt about my face. Even looking at me closely, you wouldn’t be able to tell I was as thin as I was. My sweater was enormous, the sleeves going at least an inch or two past the tip of my fingers, and the bottom of it went past my butt easily. I held this sweater far too dear to my heart to ever get rid of it.
Her voice lifted into the air a few minutes later, after I had already turned my eyes to the ground and stood in discomfort as she looked me over. I’m pretty? I looked up at her, confusion written all over my face. Never in my entire life had I heard those words come out of someone’s mouth… directed at me no less. I scoffed at her, taken aback by the sudden compliment, having no idea how to take it. I had no idea if she was being sarcastic or not. Flustered, I changed the subject back to something I could handle easier. Why was this strange girl here? She was freaking me out, but I couldn’t but be curious. For a moment, she didn’t answer me. I felt the tension rise again, and my legs began to tense in that pre-fleeing mode they go into. I looked at the ground again, unsure of what else I should do.
At last, she answered me. Jaklynn. A very human name, but not a bad one. I tilted my head curiously at her. A person she didn’t like that she had to run away from? She kept it very vague and ended it there. I was silent for a moment, my head still tilted at her. I wanted to ask more. I really did. Who was she running from? Why was she running from them? Yes, she said they scared her, but that’s definitely not reason enough. Instead, she asked me a question, and I shook myself from my curiosity and took to answering her instead.
“I always come to the valley. Most anthros do. I don’t have a home to stay at, so I’ve adopted the valley as my sanctuary of sorts, I guess you could say…” I paused awkwardly, holding back the biting tongue I had. Oh, it took a lot of effort to not go into a tangent about how we were practically forced here, and there was nowhere for us to live, but I decided against going there for now. I clearly did not know her enough, nor do I open up to people that easily. “My parents died when I was very young… this is the most comfortable place to be… away from eyes that judge.” I said quietly and looked away again. I dared not open my mouth again, for fear that she’d take something the wrong way, and this nice little meeting would turn into something terrible. God I hoped not.
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Joined: May 2008 Gender: Female  Posts: 12 Karma: 1 |  | Re: Runaway « Reply #8 on May 20, 2008, 2:40pm » | |
It was really strange how awkward the encounter was and yet at the same time, it was oddly enjoyable. Neither of us was at each other’s throats. We were just talking… civilly at that. It was just an everyday sort of conversation… Well, not quite but it was close, right? We were talking like normal people… except neither of us was entirely normal… with her being an anthro and me being a shape-shifter and all… but you get my point! I almost laughed aloud when I saw her confusion at me calling her pretty. I wish I could explain to her my logic behind it, but I really didn’t have any. It wasn’t that she looked drop dead gorgeous or anything. She just had a… quality about her. Maybe it was what she could be if circumstances had been better to her. If we all could just live in peace or something. She could be more than what she was now… I could be more than what I was now. Hell! The world would be so much better if we all could just get along, but does anyone realize that? Hell no! We all need to be haters and hate everyone who is different from us and that is just not right! We don’t all need to sit around a camp fire singing “Kumbaya,” but the least we can do is be accepting of one another, no?
Well, now I’m just ranting to myself…
Anyway, I noticed her curiosity lingering. It wasn’t too hard to realize that. She was definitely canine in the way that she tilted her head and all. I’ve been around enough dogs to know that expression. It was funny seeing it on a human-like being though. I could have laughed, but I didn’t. I really didn’t want to be rude. It was just all such a new experience to me. I decided that maybe I would elaborate if our conversation kept going, but who knew if that was going to happen?
Then her response to my question intrigued me. Funny… I was here in the valley a lot and I have never really noticed any other anthro. Maybe that was because they avoided it once they saw me? That could be it. But I doubted I smelled like an average human to someone with a more animalistic nose… I mean, I am technically part animal – even if it isn’t one hundred percent of the time. Did that mean that they didn’t even like interacting with one another? I didn’t really see that being possible but maybe they had animal biases against one another… like the whole cat/dog rivalry. It wouldn’t be too different from humans considering that they were even a bit racist against the everyday human in Kosiri. Maybe no one even realizes it, but I do. Perhaps because I’m on the outside looking in.
I finally spoke my thoughts out loud. “That’s funny. I’m here all the time and I’ve never noticed an anthro,” I said, making my observation out loud. “But then again, I was never really looking for one,” I added as an after thought. Maybe we didn’t see each other because we were all so careful not to be seen; we didn’t really want anyone else to be around so we just didn’t see them. Strange but I guess possible…
Then another thought crossed my mind.
“What’s your name…?”
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